♥ Ymei

Hi,I miss my blog.

Previous article showed 1Augest.But then today is 1st of Oct,which mean my blog is dead for exactly 2months.My blog is going to alive now.But i guess here have no more readers ady.Lol.

The time fliessss.I had just finished my sucking trial exam.I wonder how good or bad I did for my trial.During those days,my mood is so unstable & my feelings were so chaos every single moment.I keep feeling stress,tension,worries,worn-out & something else.I had to pass those days with chicken essence.Otherwise,I couldn't stay awake although I was not really burned the midnight oil.

I had forgotten since when I was so stressing myself.My parents & I had used to this condition.Just I don't know how to alleviate it.I have not much confidence to myself.Besides,I feel this kind of emotion keep troubling those people who care for me.They may frustrated of me.And actually I had quite a long time couldn't sleep & eat well.In short,my mood is freaking chaos.

This longlasting days were kinda pekcek too.Always pek till the max.I wonder how could the coming of real major SPM exam.And I just heard the date of finishing SPM like delayed from14Dec to 20Dec.If it is real,then really WTF.

But Im alright now la.Though I still have to keep striving for the last exam.Neverthesless,I rather chill & relax first la.Because in chinese we said " 休息是为了走更长远的路" Lol. And I isn't emo now ok.

Thanks for those friends who cheer me up in the exam as my hands went COLD every morning before the paper started. Siao eh. I also dont know why.Lol.And I hope I can spend more time with my family & esp after SPM. I wish I can often laugh like that la.*Wahahahaha*
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To The Big One:
I really couldn't express my feeling for what I saw in your blog.I felt indeed touched,surprised & shocked by you.I think you helped me is more than I helped you.I scare if I had really troubled you.Without you aside during those days,I think I'll collapse.It doesn't matter for a distance.Thanks for being along with me T.T .Hope there will be a chance to meet.Thousands thankSS~~~ P/s.Tell me if you see this k huh?


I wish I can often visit my blog.LOL.Byes.