Nowadays,my life my day my time are so emo.Feel so sad & feel like crying.Haizzz.FML.
It's saturday & weekend is always the best.It's already afternoon now but I can't really study much,I find no motivation,haiz.
I had nearly spoiled my phone in the past few days.I was so emo freak for the entire day!Wtf.
Ok,I have officially started my new study life in a new environment about 2weeks.
I have to drive to & fro to campus every monday to friday.It's not a problem for me to drive,but is the problem for me to find a parking place at campus.Well,my car was scratched twice.It's definitely sad & guilty.FML.
Everytime I managed to have some time after I parked my car & I was sitting at my car for a moment & the feeling was like so reluctant to start my class.I mean EVERYDAY.
All of my classes almost dismiss in the evening at 6pm & 7pm everyday.What the heck is it.Is so tiring to travel back & face traffic jam esp Friday.Friday is suck.
I was like mentally & physically exhausted after reached home.I can't even have my revision & study everyday at home.Is damn fatigue.
I still left a lot of stuffs & studies to settle but I find no motivation to start them now.Sigh :'( I'm not actually regret to continue my study life.Just it make me take some time to adapt everything in a new environment.It's really not that easy & smoothly as I thought before.Haizzzzzzz.
And now,so miss my high school days esp form3 & form5.I miss those guys can be so humour & talk all nonsense jokes everyday.It's just always laugh everyday in the class & keep playing truant during high school :(
I'm now so looking forward to his sem break in May.He did so much to cheer me whenever I'm down.That's the only thing I can calm & switch my mood better.
HAIZZZZZ.Tell me how to manage my thing in a correct way? Tell me how to solve all of
my problems in a correct way? Tell me how to think & live in a correct way?
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