Emo post.

Hello blog.

2012 cny could be my worst cny ever. Feeling sucky.The 1st day of cny was spoiled by an idiot & seriously,i tears from the 1st day until today,the 5th.I'm so depress :'( My pair of eyes are so tired.

And he's back today.One week ago,i started to feel a lil bit of emo whenever i think of he's leaving soon.Until yesterday & today,i can't control the strong feeling of separation,often cried out loud.I'm freaking emo T.T

After one year,the way i control my emotion might improved.But this time,i keep having tears,for the 5 days.It have been quite a long time i never depress ttm.

Found Rene & Vivs to chat with,i'm feeling better but after sometimes,after texting,i'm not. Why? Why ldr should be like that,tell me whhhhy :(

He's now at klcc with his family & told me he had " boost " with his family & consequently he reminded me about the memories again.I'm emo. Envy. indeed. Somehow i really wish im there now & vivs asked me " WHY YOU DIN'T FOLLOW HIM TO GO " and im.. :(

I don't know how long am i going to take oni i'm alright.I miss him so much.Wanna crai. FML.