This year,till now,my study performance is really not as good as i think & satisfy. Really worse than As life.I really wonder what are the things that bug me.Aiks. I'm feeling fatigue & A2 is much harder like shit,make me feel like my IQ goes worse zzz.This month we quarrel a lot,and i weep a lot,stress a lot,eat lesser,why? :33
Every Monday we have Moral lesson.It's bored.But i really feel better sometimes,because i used to meet wan xuan.And also her group of friends,zhi jue,zheng de..etc.This is the only class that the January intake join with our intake.So i have the chance to chat with them.I wonder why,i really really feel much better & much comfortable whenever i chat with wan xuan & we really can chat ANY thing.
She is one of my bestie at ChungHwa3 besides enen.And sometimes i will just think of enen when i chat with wan xuan,just like missing those old friends again.Since the 1stime i met wan xuan at campus,i can really communicate well with her without feeling any embarrassment or some kind of feeling like..." what to chat with each other ha" after we did not meet each other up for 5years.Not even chatting.This is really a great thing.Even when chatting with her friends,they are nice too.And one more thing,they do have self-discipline compare with my other friends :/ Sometimes i'm just...can't tolerate them,rather prefer being alone.
I don't know why,to be honest,besides i find myself comfortable when chatting with them,i really like i can really be myself whenever with them.The feeling is really really positive! (compare with my other friends in campus..included the those coursemates that we usually mingle tgt,shhhh) In chinese is just like 可以做回自己不需要伪装 很真诚.I really hope that i can have such a great feeling like this when i can meet enen. I think we can la.Don't afraid of embarrassment so i think we can talk & share things naturally too,right? :)) And wan xuan moved to sit beside me after we two went for a walk during the break.So we chat again.
I miss you guys a lot. After pre-u life,we have to separate with each other again :( I really hope we can have a chance,even one chance,to meet you all up..together...esp enen,wanxuan,cici,mel,susu..
Old old friends are still the best.
All the best.
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