Crap.

Guten tag.

Have been seeing some pairs of new couples who are currently deeply in love now in the fb,insta and so forth. I understand that and sometimes think they are in the process of being high profile lolol like usually what i have done when i am about to start a relationship with my current bf. They made me remind of those time  i have passed with my bf, i mean, the sweetest moment you think you will have forever. People called it the stage one of a relationship. That time you will think every single thing between you guys is so perfect and so sweet, somehow i miss the sweet moment, the feeling.. is unique. Not to say that i am not feeling sweet with my bf now, but the sweetest moment and feeling could only happen on that stage. I miss it.

But now, i don't simply show the passionate love thingy in the fb , but insta yes ( due to insta has less people lol). The stage now after few years being in a relationship is like.. hmm, not much to show to others in fb, unless i am in an excited mood to express my happiness. Haha.

Love, is just a part of having a balanced life, so long as you don't neglect other aspects.

We in love, we argue, we quarrel, we fight and we tgt.

I wish to have a time machine to get back to the selected moment which i wish to get back to. There are few moments i really wish to get back and i miss it so much, so much. So sweet and so happy. Too bad.. it is only down memory lane..

I have much feelings today, especially i am all alone without any encouragement and consolation when i need it, i am sad. But still trying to get over it.

That's all about the crap. Gute Nacht.