Insomnia.

Usually i will be sleeping like a pig around this time. I am still at home but i wanna go back on Sunday or early Monday.. Sigh.

Sleepless night. Feeling hungry and made myself a cup of milo. I just realise it is week4 tmr onwards, hell, i still thought it is only week3. Started to feel even stressful,luckily we finished our Sun Zi assignment early. 

Coming back home for dumplings, one of my reason, seriously. Second reason is to do my hair , not rebonding but relaxer, luckily i found a not so bad salon but still i am hoping to make my fringe looks even better :( Quite costly for me and this was my 1st time entering salon after so many years for doing such things besides cutting my hair. Third reason is to do something for friends. Accomplished all these things during these weekends, hopefully it is not a waste because i am not that kind of people who get homesick seriously, lol, family problem i think. I got love sick more, haha.

Haih so stress, the feeling comes so sudden. Pray for my car can be done by tmr & i am able to drive it back. Pray for Penang, now all of us as a penangite started to worry whenever there is wind coming or raining. Pray for myself, i wish the big challenges would stop for long time & let me concentrate on my studies. It is not easy to maintain 3.0 gpa for every semester in this UNI but the paper can drop your gpa as easy as abc. Although utarians like to say it is good enough if you can maintain 3.0 every semester in this Uni, but who knows and understands? Only utarians themselves understand that surviving in utar is not easy but do outsiders know about these? Perhaps outsiders , especially interviewers do not know about these. I wanna maintain it, pointer 3.5 after i have completed my whole year of degree. Pls..God bless me.

Thinking of how should i carry my plan & study hard for every semester in this bloody Uni. Thinking of how am i after graduating, can i be a qualified teacher who can speak well teach well listen well read well write well in front of my students? Can i achieve these? I know i can la :) Thinking of how can i score well in my MUET test. Thinking of how can i keep fit, slim down & stay healthy. Thinking of how can i help my bf to share his burdensSsS? But i know his answer is always the same, " as long as you always stay happy." But people pass through ups & downs in life..I can handle stress and not often complain to him unless i am really upset when something serious happens or bothers me like my car incident. I am not mean to spread the negative emotions but wish to get yout comfort sometimes. Another thing is i wish to share the burdens by helping out on doing something within my capability. Sometimes i thought i am doing the right thing but maybe no. 

Tick tock tick tock.. Hope i can sleep now. Good night. I love you D.

P/s : Blogger apps in i5 is so damn convenient , with the available of Unifi, makes your writing goes more smoothly :D haha.