Flashback.

Actually i planned to blog about my kl trip last week , especially about Levain restaurant, but i changed  my mind suddenly and will plan to blog about it after this post.

When i started to log in my blogger in this morning, eventually it will have a column of blog list ( regarding the blogs i have followed) on the left hand side after i've logged in. 

Hmm... i saw my bf's blog list and posts as well.. his recent posts ( actually months ago) were actually quite unfavourable.. i get a little bit emotional inside when i read them even though those posts had been deleted but actually it can still be seen in the blog list but of course cannot read the entire post. The posts were during the time he wanted to vent out the angry-ness and dissatisfaction about me after our fight, quarrel or argue, whoaa sound serious huh?? lolll. 

I don't know why......... i just entered his blog and scroll scroll scroll.... so impromptu. p/s: He has actually stopped blogging like years ago.

I realised he used to blog a lot last time.. quite a lot to read lol and i was quite excited and get a little bit emotional again. I almost shed my tears and touched my heart when i read and read.. His old posts were used to compliment me..make me feel like i was really really young last time,only 17th and 18th years old. My mind popped out with those memories , when i was really a pure innocent girl and some emotional behavior, with that shoulder-length hair.. Is it true that the simple and sweetest period in a relationship only last for that few months? Sigh :(

There are certain posts remind me of how sentimental he is.. I love the way he blogged and described by using those simple words and sounded very true and sincere. I am really touched by those gratitude posts he used to blog. I held back my tears when my nose started to feel some strange..you know.. I love to read confessions by using words, in blog, text message, photo captions and etc. So far i can only see a couple did the same thing and they made me feel like freezing the moment i used to have and read those sentimental words from my bf. Somehow i feel quite romantic. Of course, not to forget about his drawing, i always love to see his drawing since i was a kid actually, when we attended the same art class since primary school days. Also, nowadays many couples like to post some blog posts or photos with a very long photo caption and gained many people "likes" in Facebook which i feel a little bit faking.. * no offence.*

I know he will read my blog, but now i am not complaining indirectly to him and telling him that i am actually urging him to blog more. Nope. Time passed..and people has changed as well.. and i thought i suppose to treat my blog as my personal space.

Down memory lane.. sometimes the feeling is so complicated when you are flashing back certain memories. You know..sometimes things only happen ONCE. if you missed it, you missed it.. 

That's all. Actually i supposed to rush tones of works, these 2 weeks are so damn hectic and this semester i get tired easily, due to the unpredictable weather, sigh. 

Bye.